Wow, I can't believe I made it through the past 2 weeks ( Read more... )

( Girl confessions.... )

After feeling absolutely horrible for the past few days/week, Prof. Vance read his will to us in GCC today, our last rehearsal together.  I realize now how much of a positive and real impact he has had on my life.  It's going to be hard not seeing him at choir three times a week.  He's one of the few genuine people I know in this world.  He always ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever been this emotionally confused.  I hate that this has happened at the same time when everything is so beautiful outside.  I wish my life was the same way.  I don't know if I can save myself.  Hopefully time will speed up and everything will just get better...Actually I think the real problem is that I know what my ideal ( Read more... )

1.) Are you single/taken/heart broken/confused ( Read more... )

So this is really random and emo.  Today I went to Taco Bell with my parents and we got on the subject of my sister's bf and how I don't approve of him and then suddenly my dad is like "so any young men at gettysburg for you?" and I'm like "...uh...I don't think so..." Then instead of them being like oh fine then, or making some joke they go "well ( Read more... )

I have a knack for watching the most random movies and having them completely coincide with my mentality at the moment. hahaha goodness

here's the last lines of the movie"

Alvy Singer: [narrating] After that it got pretty late, and we both had to go, but it was great seeing Annie again. I... I realized what a terrific person she was, and... and how ( Read more... )

OK I think everything is better. Oh thank god.

Now I can return to hating my life just because of academics and having no future prospects! woo!

And fuck I need to do laundry so hardxcore

...guess I thought wrong.  I can't let this mindset continue for much longer because it will destroy me...usually I'm good at being emotionally detached and an ice queen. why am I suddenly such a mess? guh.

I've seen what you have made in all it's beauty.
What I cannot create I recognize.
Let's watch the night explode, just hold onto me.
I'll whisper ( Read more... )

I really don't know how this happened.

I'm going to be mentally done this week, so I apologize if I just say dumb shit that makes no sense because I won't even notice.