Shit.

Nov 24, 2008 08:03

So my Father is dead. I don't know how I feel about that. We weren't close by any means. I haven't called him in the last year. I feel extra stressed now because I don't know if I'll be able to afford to go to Florida for his funeral, if he has one. As far as I know my father's family is fairly dysfunctional and the only sane one is the cousin who ( Read more... )

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monimo2007 November 24 2008, 14:55:12 UTC
Oh my God. I was just about to go to bed when I saw this. Bb, I don't know what to say. I. Wow, I really don't know what to say. I think we talked about our dads once and we said something about how they're a bit absentee. I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but I know that crying is a good thing. Crying is okay. And I'm here for anything. ANYTHING, I mean it.

You know where to find me.

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shaggiethegreat November 24 2008, 16:32:20 UTC
you went to bed at 6? Yeahh I know crying is good. I just don't enjoy doing it at all. I actually didn't expect to want to cry but I was up for another hour and a half after my mom told me then finally went back to sleep and I just got up because I have to run errands. It's kind of like... I didn't expect to get upset because he was never around anyways. *sigh* I also don't want to deal with dramatics. Also, I'm not sure what to do now cause like.. I don' thave a death certificate or anything yet.
I do know that the next few weeks are going to suck hardcore.

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gardengnomegeek November 24 2008, 17:29:33 UTC
*hugs*

I am so very sorry for your loss. Even when somebody isn't around much, they can still leave a void when they are gone.

You are in my thoughts and prayers and if you need anything...shout!

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pavementcamping November 24 2008, 17:40:43 UTC
Oh God, I'm so sorry to hear this :(. Wow, I don't know what to say, but know that I'm thinking of you bb *hugs*.

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