while only my closest friend know it, i am not a happy person anymore. Now i act happy, almost all of the time, but inside, well im not so happy. I used to actualy be happy on the inside, all of the time, well most of the time. But.. that all ended in a moment like a bullet to my heart. Of course it wasnt my heart, or even me, or even her heart ( Read more... )

So ya, i was talking to The Harris, and i randomly brought up the fact that Winston Churchhill was so awesome, and im making a list of cool dead people ( Read more... )

Fill it out. You know you want to ( Read more... )

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i think im driving the only person left that i truly care about away from me ( Read more... )

My dreams are normaly nightmares ( Read more... )

I'm lonely. I have lots of friends and family, but im alone. I dont have one person that i can really connect with. I used to have a soul mate, but thats over. It's really starting to eat away at me. I've tried to fool myself into thinking that sex and companionship were the same thing, but they're not. I have a void, and I dont know what to do ( Read more... )

So, where to start ( Read more... )

I know i have the power to change the world around my ( Read more... )

someone seems to have gained access to my account and posted some lible.
The fact that some people have so much free time and use it so poorly is just sad.
I hope that person finds something better to do that write poorly written insults on people's lj's.
oh, well. I'll find something else to write on soon. Adios