k..so im up again. go figure, right? luckily tomorrow is my last day of work for the week. the downside to that is after wednesday im going to be chipmunk-face & unable to smoke and/or weed for a while. no bueno, amigos ( Read more... )

not my chair, not my problem thats what i say

okay so..its 2am & im still fucking awake. i have to be up in four hours. ive taken god knows how many narcotics/non-narcotics today. this is absolutely the worst pain ive ever felt in my life. (& im sick of people saying i dont know what pain is) now what does anyone expect me to do. ill probably be late to work (again) because i cant sleep. the ( Read more... )

sex that makes your feet tingle; awesome.

really hoping this weekend works out as planned. i have my doubts though.. maybe i shouldnt. it just always seems that something comes up. i really have no idea where i am on the list of priorities, i just know that there are a few people ahead of me. totally understandable. i knew what i was getting into when this whole thing started, except for i ( Read more... )

everyone is fuckin depressed. hah

this weekend was interesting. i think i became a little jealous of someone i thought id never. why am i up this early.

i need to get out.
its absoultely freezing in my apartment.

new season, new hair ( Read more... )

this is all so new & so different & so far over the edge.
this is a crazy world that i live in.

fuck fuck FUCK me. how could i be that much of an idiot. how could i almost ruin what could be the most perfect thing in my life.

i dont even want to move from this spot on my bed.