Wow...I think the only thing that could have made tonight better was me being able to stay at his house. We talked for a long time, and just looked into eachother's eyes. I love the honesty between us.

*sigh* Well, I must sleep now. I'll explain more later.

Why....why why why!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I hate this. It's the same cycle every time. And the thing is...I want it to not be a cycle - and it could stop being a cycle if I wasn't so stubborn and dumb. . . my heart can only take so much.

Thanks...you don't know how much the smiles you give me help. *hugs*

. . . and for once in my life, there are no words.

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