You Are 25 Years Old

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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe ( Read more... )

When I talked to Essam this morning on the phone he said his heart was hurting him so I told him to go to the doctor. he called and made an appointment and went. The doctor said his health was great, however determined his pain and everything was from stress. I.E. our situation. I have to say its been taking a toll on my health too. Thanks to ( Read more... )

You are a Fork.


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Yay for days off and for going to the gym. I finally got my membership back at the gym and it was cheaper than expected. I have an orientation appointment tomorrow where they do a health analysis yada yada. It felt reallyg ood to be back. And surprisingly I found a love for eliptical machines today. I think I'll use it more often. Less impact ( Read more... )

Since I've been void of a gym for forever...tomorrow I'm finally taking my hard earned dollars and getting myself a membership. Super excited because I've been missing it like crazy and have mega cabin fever. It was so much easier when I didn't need a membership and could run outside. But working out at home...just doesn't do it for me. I gotta ( Read more... )

I realize I haven't updated at all. I just haven't felt the urge too. I've been feeling pretty blah ( Read more... )

Well...Christmas came and left. I suppose I couldn't even realize it was coming. It didn't feel much like Christmas. Customers were grumpy, and impatient. My parents were stressed...there was no snow...and my husband is half way across the world. Not to mention I didn't even get a waking moment to shop until Tuesday or whatever day that was ( Read more... )

It's late nights like tonight during holiday season, when you are completely worn out...and so tired...that I would give anything, to walk through that door and see Essam's smiling face, and be greeted by his loving arms. I long for that more and more...like I said...this is never getting easier. Its like you learn just to try to pretend and ( Read more... )

Well actually it's been a little longer, but what can I do ( Read more... )

Well things are starting to hit me. Leaving Essam wasn't peanuts, but it was easier this time. Mainly cause of strength from God, and also because I was completely disallusioned and didn't fully realize I'm leaving, getting on a plane, and I'm not going to see him in like a day or two. This isn't just some weekend trip to the parents house. ( Read more... )