you now what pisses me off nobody fucking says hello to me when i'm with gabe
yea that's kinda rude of people... just do what i do: "Hi, I don't know you. I'm Tony." ::reaches hand out for a handshake:: except you would probably use your own name instead... har har. If you've met before, then yea, that's really sucky of them... throw pickles at their noses.
and I don't know if you care, but I think you have a future and I don't think you're ugly nor worthless. I really don't.
This is just my honest opinion/analysis of it, so don't hate me... but I think your dependency on Gabe has really separated you from your sense of self. I know you've been a good girlfriend, but I think if you tried to become a little more independent and did things on your own, you'd rediscover the things you seem to have no passion for anymore. music acting school dance fencing reading photography thinking talking caring drssing dating passion none of it has worked because it's all been me trying to be something i'm not because i'm not anythng i'm not sure
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hah! I always got that being ignored thing man... just listen to their conversation and make it a point to interject, even if you have to force yourself to think up something to say. I also used to give dirty looks off into space like I was paranoid, and put on my headphones right in front of them. I agree with Tony. It's bad to lose your identity in the relationship. I really did, and now I hardly know who I am. Very strange feeling...but I'm trying to rediscover myself.
thanks you guys...i don't think my dependency on gabe has created my problemage on the ...stuff i had already started to feel it before gabe although i will readily admit that i AM dependent on gabe :-) although at the moment he's more dependent on me cause he's sick... a d d... oh and it'e all people i've met before...we like walk past them and they say hi gabe, or like nod to him but never me fucking hate them all...
but yeah i don't have any passion for that stuff anymore...not really anyway... some of it not at all...i dunno i dunno bah
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yea that's kinda rude of people... just do what i do: "Hi, I don't know you. I'm Tony." ::reaches hand out for a handshake:: except you would probably use your own name instead... har har. If you've met before, then yea, that's really sucky of them... throw pickles at their noses.
and I don't know if you care, but I think you have a future and I don't think you're ugly nor worthless. I really don't.
This is just my honest opinion/analysis of it, so don't hate me... but I think your dependency on Gabe has really separated you from your sense of self. I know you've been a good girlfriend, but I think if you tried to become a little more independent and did things on your own, you'd rediscover the things you seem to have no passion for anymore. music acting school dance fencing reading photography thinking talking caring drssing dating passion none of it has worked because it's all been me trying to be something i'm not
because i'm not anythng
i'm not sure ( ... )
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i had already started to feel it before gabe
although i will readily admit that i AM dependent on gabe :-)
although at the moment he's more dependent on me cause he's sick...
a d d...
oh and it'e all people i've met before...we like walk past them and they say hi gabe, or like nod to him but never me
fucking hate them all...
but yeah i don't have any passion for that stuff anymore...not really anyway... some of it not at all...i dunno i dunno bah
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