What was I thinking about before?

Mar 01, 2008 17:44

I think a lot about death. I'm terrified of it. Not just my own death, but anyone I know. Sometimes I cry when I think about peoples' deaths. I try to delete the thoughts of deaths of people that would make me sad and instead direct death thoughts to people that would only make people I know sad. I figure, if I'm going to think about death so much ( Read more... )

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lostcorrectly March 3 2008, 08:37:23 UTC
All I understand is it's been a too long Bloo. And it's been equally too long between me and your mother.

=D Don't worry, I think death is a natural human fascination. I mean it's certaintly been a source of inspiration in all forms of art... Just as an example

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shakeyourwaist March 4 2008, 04:44:03 UTC
I am not Bloo...but thanks, I guess.

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lostcorrectly March 5 2008, 00:31:23 UTC
o_O Yeah sorry about that. This was the first time I checked my friends page in at least 4 months. There's nothing I can really say that'll make me look less of an ass, but I still meant what I said.

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stealingsnow March 4 2008, 23:23:06 UTC
This is Sammi's journal, you big doo doo head.

I'm surprised you didn't notice by the different writing styles.

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stealingsnow March 4 2008, 23:21:53 UTC
I went through that about a year ago; constantly thinking about it, crying, ridiculousness feeling sort of thing.
Do what you can to live out what you want; better yet, find out exactly what you want.
Have you seen The Bridge? That movie made me linger near dangerous places even more than I already was doing.
I'm not sure how to help, and I'm not entirely sure you're going through the same thing I went through, and am still sort of going through.
Either way, we should go out and do dangerous things.

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shakeyourwaist March 5 2008, 21:51:17 UTC
I don't like to do dangerous things.

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stealingsnow March 8 2008, 18:08:53 UTC
It might help. The 'face your fears' sort of idea, eh?

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shakeyourwaist March 11 2008, 20:12:14 UTC
It's not a fear; it's sensibility.

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lordawesome March 10 2008, 04:17:09 UTC
It only gets more real with age. and closer with every passing day. You just have to reconcile that and focus on being alive yourself, and doing what you can with that life, that animation. Driving off a bridge would be pretty sweet, but it's probably not the greatest idea, also cars do not blow up if you turn them on, it's just not a very good idea to have them running while fueling up.

focus on what doesn't suck about life.

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