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Dec 22, 2005 23:40

I think sometimess that I'm a failure.
I dont know what to do.

I've finally become as useless as I always said I was. Fuck.

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slightlyhaunted December 23 2005, 13:57:37 UTC
Not to sound insensitive, but how did you manage that?

I'm not going to sit here and say "No sweetie, you're not a failure." if you really are, but I don't think you are, which is why I am asking how you managed to become a useless one. Cause I'm pretty sure I can spot a billion and a half flaws in your logic, cause I've never associated you with useless. Frazzled, yes, though. :P

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shakeyrtush December 26 2005, 07:02:38 UTC
Thank you for that. I was in a kinda rough place when I posted. I'm really unsure about everything right now. I'll figure it out though... I guess I always do.

Miss you, and happy jesus day.

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slightlyhaunted December 26 2005, 13:24:50 UTC
*hugs* I miss you too! When are getting back to Montreal? I'm coming home just before New Years, so if you're here I really want to party with you to ring in 2006.

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when you're down ben_brill December 24 2005, 08:56:26 UTC

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dazed_adam December 24 2005, 23:09:48 UTC
Dude,
The concept of "uselss," is non-existant. I agree with what "slightlyhaunted" says: you must be using some weird ssyetm of logic to try and put yourself down.
What made you come to this conclusion? Have you stepped back from the situation, and looked at it objectivly?
Emotional interpretations are our live's haunts... try to free yourself from them, and you'll relize that life isn't all that hard, and that hapiness and understanding are infinate and perpetual.

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thats all well and good ben_brill December 25 2005, 22:55:39 UTC
certainly to be even using the internet, we must be well taken care of. Happiness is relative and theres nothing to worry about fundamentally.

Still, deep chasms of sadness (intellectual, emotional) allow for greater highs.

SOAR bek

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shakeyrtush December 26 2005, 07:05:01 UTC
My friend, Julia, gave me the same advice the night I posted. It camled me down, and hopefuklly will change my perception in the long run... but either way, thanks for that... and thanks for still caring, even though we're hardly in touch. We should meet up before I go back to Montreal.

Had dinner with the Fiksels tonight "miss fiksel"/penny started talking about you. She says hello.

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dazed_adam December 26 2005, 07:12:51 UTC
I'm glad to hear you're feeling better; I'll always care about everyone, from random strangers, to close friends, to those I'm hardly in touch with... so no worries.

We should definatetly hang out before you head back: when you do leave?
I'm going to New Zealand pretty soon, actually: New Years day; but I have some time within this last week. Would you be up for meeting for a cup of coffee or such maybe on Thursday or Friday?

And tell Penny I say hi. She gave me her email address when I visited Humberside a couple of months ago, and I think I'll dig it out.

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