I want to spend the night with my boyfriend this Saturday..
so being considerate I ask my mom,
she says,
"It wouldn't be good parenting for me to let my daughter who is a senior in high school
stay with her boyfriend."
"why doesn't Rodney come spend the night here??"

well mom, because that wouldn't be good parenting now would it??

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My heart may soon be ripped out of my chest, it's just a matter of days ( Read more... )

pain, I inflict upon myself.
It is me who makes my body ache.
tears stream down my eyes, noone seems to mind.

I can't seem to make sense of who I am.

I am searching, believe me, I want to know why i'm so effed up!

She broke up with my brother and now he's heartbroken !

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UGGGH, why can't girls stay with my brother's??
It never happens.

I know people fall out of love,but It is just so gutwrenching for me to see my brother in any kind of pain!

"She fell out of love with him"  < that's what she said!!!

I can't find the words to explain the way I am feeling right now ( Read more... )

Today is my 18th Birthday!
It's 1:43 am and so far it's not the best birthday!
Rodney wakes up off of the couch and I ask him to
hold me before he left and he grunted so I was like
fine, don't hold me at all. It really hurt my feelings.
When we first got together he would make sure
he always held me and loved on me,
it's just not the same anymore
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I TURN 18 TOMORROW!
I AM SO EXCITED AND
I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT!

WAHOOOO!!!!

I have had two nightmares all in one night ( Read more... )

Swimming in a pool feels so good.
The way the sunlight hits the water and sparkles
puts me in a deep trance.
I love the feel of water surrounding my body
and the way it feels like a tunnel of water
constantly churning around my body.

I wish I could live in a pool!

I get in trouble tonight!
Because I come home after work and don't leave a note
saying where I was going off to... ya know why? I was so busy
trying to get out of my house so I didn't have to listen to what was going
on in my mother's bedroom. Seriously,who wants to be home
when your mother is having sex with her husband,
HONESTLY ... NOT ME!!!

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