Oy. . . my last final tonight. Although it is for religious studies which is a class I am doing well in, I am still afraid of this final. I have to remember everything I've studied and there are 2 essays! I HATE essay questions. But I guess you dont get multiple choice in real life. Other than that I have a busy week coming up. I have to switch ( Read more... )

I just figured maybe I should write something updating me. Well, I've been raising guide dog puppies. My first dog Gordy did not make it because he growls when being groomed. I decided to keep him. That makes a zoo around my house because my roommate Lindsey has a dalmation named Pepper, a german shepard search and rescue dog named Aidian, and a ( Read more... )

I know it has been so long since I have entered I doubt anyone reads this anymore. I think the reason I am doing it is more for myself. I need to talk to someone. Anyone other than my close friends. Latly I have felt like I have failed at being a friend. So how could I talk to people that I feel I've failed. I have also failed in school. I ended up ( Read more... )

ok I relaize I've been laging in entries. Sorry but my mom has been in the hospital. She's doing fine now, bu I was worried all weekend. On a lighter note my dog took 1st place in his class in the Dog Show today. Also I'm becoming good friend with people like chris, kyle, and ang. All friend I haven't talked to in years. Kinda stressed. School ( Read more... )

Why do I always pick the losers? I spent last night talking to 2 friends I hadn't seen in days. It made me miss all the people I know that are good to me and don't try to take advantage of me. I just some how get attracted to the people who constantly abuse the fact that I'm nice and forgiving. I should really break up with Matt today, but I know I ( Read more... )

SO yeah I guess my life is going ok right now. I suppose. I wanted to tell my roommate something Sunday night, but I never got the chance. And the monday night it made me glad I hadn't told him. I know he'll ask me now that him or Cor will read this and wonder, and that's ok. Things with Matt and I are ok. I'm hoping he finds a job though. He's ( Read more... )

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It's been so long I'm not sure what to say. I've been working and training Gordy. I'm still alive and very in love. It's sad though, I doubt I will ever get that love in return. Schol starts on the 18th and I can't wait. I won't have to work as often thank goodness! Well I need sleep. Hope to write more often.

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OMG!!! I can't stand people! I was with my friend Lindsey and her roommate Jeff came in and we were talking about our friend Matt. Jeff's exact words were "I hate Matt, but it's a long story involing drugs." Then when Matt came over later Jeff was totally hanging out with him and wanted Matt to stay so he could by them alcohol. I can't stand when ( Read more... )