and you don't want to be here in the future
so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past
and you don't want to look much closer
because you're afraid to find out all this hope
you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
and it did because of me

The harder I try, the deeper I sink
But love has me blind, I can't even think

and it' ( Read more... )

This is where i say i've had enough
And no one should ever feel the way that i feel now.
A walking open wound,
A trophy display of bruises
And i don't believe that i'm getting any better.

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending.

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I'm a natural assasin A massacre in action I've never known remorse Or felt any compassion This is my drug of choice The reason demons rejoice My rage remains a beast untamed

I'm forced to fake A smile, A laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break. When it wasn't even whole to start with

You're sick of all the rules Well I'm sick of ( Read more... )

and she sits there ( Read more... )

My feel for you is decaying in front of me ( Read more... )

Mind racing and unable to control thoughts and processes of the mind ( Read more... )

I cut to see blood. It makes me feel like I'm alive, the blood itself is in some weird way like life itself. I cut for the scars. They make me feel like my pain is real, no one can dismiss actual proof like scars, the way people close to me have dismissed my problems and feelings. It's like battle scars: I can look at them and know that I HAVE been ( Read more... )

She was the best friend I could have possibly had and I trusted her with everything. But in trusting her so much I gave her the power to hurt me more than anyone else ever could. And she does, every day, in ways she'll never be conscious of, in ways I'll never be able to explain, and in ways we'll both never understand.--MaRsHa

"He was crippled but only his body was cracked. It's not simple, nor is it an easy matter to explain-- lets just leave it at that," she says, and closes the holy book of lies, she covers her eyes, denying to herself what she thought happened. --MaRsHa
( Don't Close Your Eyes---God Knows What Lies Behind Them )

When you want it ( Read more... )