I am so confused, but I know I have said this alot, but I am going back here to write i can't write anything anywhere lese without people finding out, so here I am ( Read more... )

It's been a very long time since I've written here, partly because I don't have much access to the internet, partly because I've been too wrapped up in MySpace, partly because for a long time coming here reminded me of a part of my life I didn't really want to remember. Now here I am updating this journal. Partly because I have gained somewhat good ( Read more... )

Anyone who has a MySpace tell me about it so I can add you there too :)

www.myspace.com/imfallingnow

I miss everything I used to be.

Does anyone know where I can find the me I lost 3 years ago or so?

Does anyone even remember that me, but me?

Why am I awake at 5AM thinking about these things?

Its sad that when I hear those lyrics "Where did you go? I miss you so?" I think about myself ( Read more... )

I'm so sick and tired of so many thingss right now. I'm sick and tired of struggling with my addiction day after day and I'm tired of not being able to ever talk about it on things like this because people who don't know about it will judge or find out. I'm tired of keeping it all in because its going to swallow me up whole if I keep doing it. I'm ( Read more... )

I felt in needed to drop a quick line that I'm still here and OK. I've got internet access to an extent now so hopefully updates will happen more often. I'm in a rush right now but if I still have time when I'm finished with my other things I'll do a better update.

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