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[shamelesss1]

When the crap hit the fan, my ego took a real hit. Despite my foray into "f-buddies" and friends "with" last fall, I wasn't ready to date. So now that I'm ready, and I've started doing so, I find myself turning into someone I don't like. A little paranoid, suspicious, anxious, over analyzing everything with only negative results. Not about the guy(

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If you have a regular counselor

[dragonet2]

you should try to get a session to ask these questions.

i really , really understand being vigilant after what has happened. On the other hand, I have always had a gigantic 'warning, this guy's an asshole" system that was apparently a feature rather than a bug. So I've never gotten so entangled with someone that it has been a problem.

I wish you the best, and hope you can grow through this experience.

[jimmy_hollaman]

if you need to talk, we can talk. I am there for you...