recovery

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It feels amazing to laugh again. I felt like I haven't done it in months. I am turning my life upside down. Actually, right side up. Things have been ass backwards lately. I am taking things in my own hands and doing what I need to do for myself. I started school...yay for me. I've lost some weight...even bigger yay for me. I have realized that the

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U know all that advice with the stupid sayings that people tell you that you always just kinda blow off and dont listen to and wish you would never heard those ridiculous words ever again? Ive realized that I should have listened to every damn bit of it. And the saying I hated the most that I now believe in 238947% is that you cannot be happy with someone else until you are happy with yourself. I think me and u kinda used to be the same. My happiness came from makin OTHER people happy. And when something would happen or they werent in my life anymore, I would be miserable. But yeah I gotta go now David is outside to pick me up...sorry I cut short but I think you get my point! haha :o)

Brittany

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I agree 100%. I've came to the conclusion that all the shit and all the problems weren't worth half of it. I spent all my time devoting myself into making someone else smile. What's the point in that? I never smiled. But, things always move on. I've been "dating" haha and having a blast. Just enjoying me I guess. Hope all is well with you. :)

Amanda