I HATE HOLIDAYS....

[shamisen]

I absolutely despise holidays... okay, i love the food, the presents and the money that comes with it, but i hate the fact that i actually have enough time to think about everything that i've been doing for the past few months.

I swear... I'm bored to death, and it doesn't help that i'm actually on-line, all-day, rereading past messages that i

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[keekoiako]

The Holidays is not supposed to be about you. Its supposed to be about Christ and his birth. Im assuming you do know Jesus...

=Z

[shamisen]

wasn't he the boy who was born in a barn?! oi!!! don't be condescending. I know all about the spirit of christmas, why we celebrate it and all that. It's just that, you must understand that apart from religion you have YOUR SELF.

Apart from all the "rituals" that you celebrate you have your own thoughts and emotions. I wasn't saying that the Christmas Holidays are for me. Except that this is how i feel in the Holidays. I assume you know that "free will" entitles us to our own opinions, which shapes emotions, right?

merry christmas.

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[lunar_mantra]

i'd have to agree with kristel. we all know that it is about Jesus. but like my theology teacher said, everything's gonna lose meaning when the "i" in "i love you" gets bumped out. all you get is a fragmented statement without any conviction.

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[keekoiako]

Just like what you said everythings going to lose meaning if we remove the Christ in Christmas... (haha did that analogy work?) We might as well remove the Christ in Christmas since we are losing the true meaning of celebrating the birth of Jesus. I mean think of it this way. What if it was your birthday and people were doing some other things and didnt bother to take the time to greet you wouldnt that make you feel upset or at least sad. Now what if you sacrificed your life for all of these people and they didnt care. They became apathetic. What would you feel? I mean this is His special time. Most of us dont even take the time to read the Bible and pray to him. Dont you think we should just offer this time for him? La lang...

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

yeah

[anonymous]

i understand it's about Jesus but the quiet makes you think. haha..

oi! absolutely stupidly jealous? tell me more.

bleh. got me three packs of menthols been smoking like there's still school teehee tres mal. about my boy-with-no-name, i have had enough time to think about how silly ive been these past weeks haha and i am slowly moving my 110-lb ass on. :l

~aedz

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[shamisen]

yep. it's about jesus, pero... I DON'T LIKE THINKING... =( or actually. OVER-ANALYZING things...

I've been smoking three sticks a day... i go to school kahit vacation to smoke, pero i'm going to laguna tomorrow and going back on the 2nd na, so i'm gonna be clean...

I'm just jealous. as in just jealous of everyone. kahit yung groupies sa mailing list... ah ewan... we're just bored.

AEDZ!!!! I super miss you! and our stalking escapades. I'm glad you're moving your ass on... while my 103-lb, 4'11" frame protests against eating too much and urges me to "MOVE ON" literally. :) PAPAYAT RIN AKO!!! =|

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[anonymous]

wahahaha last weeks i had a batting average of 7 sticks a day. discovered the wonders of Crossing the Street to the Sari-Sari Store it's wonderful i tell you. hehe. ayos ka ah you go to school to smoke! haha. pffft ive gained weight! all this boredom leaves me with nothing but... a hankering for potato chips and chocolate. wellohwell. haha i'll still go with you to delacosta and *not stalk* anyone in particular >:l hha

merry Christmas sweetie. shut that brain down!

~aedz