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[shampoo115]

Well there's not much to it. I can't really remember the last time I've felt this way for this long. Ever since school got out, I have felt very out of place. I am not in my usual setting of knowing my obligation to get up every morning and go to North Cobb. I miss the social situations the most. People I didn't even know too well, I know I will

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[paintsplotch]

dude, you know me..and i have connections..pretty big ones. but it was obvious to me you werent down at all.

[shampoo115]

I want to be in a band to play local shows and HAVE FUN. The whole situation was stressing me out. I'd love to give it another go, but the songs I enjoy playing are fast and full of energy only. The only slow kinda stuff I will ever settle for is like Guns N Roses slow, because they slowly build into a masterpiece of skeetness with songs like sweet child o mine and november rain, yo.

[paintsplotch]

my songs arent slow, they just have groove to them, im not into skate punk. listen to any dead boys song, their stuff isnt that fast...new york dolls...not fast at all. i mean most of the stuff at least me and sam listen to the most isnt all that fast. yeah some of it is but its very moderate. i had fun but you gotta have somewhat of a business end going to, which means you have to take it seriously, and if the little that we did was stressful then you have no business wanting to be a pro dude, because i way more stressful. we couldnt get a damn band name for cryin out loud when i had at least 3 names that everyone else liked

[lameosaurus_rex]

Don't be so sad about everything. You may not get to see your friends that often but that is part pf growing up. You aren't "stuck at a dead end job" You have a really great job. You know you do. And the longer you stay the more you will get paid and the sooner you will be able to move out. =) I would say that you could move out and get a place with me and I could help you with rent, but things don't seem to be going that way anymore. I know you will find someone that you can count on that can help you out. You are not a failure. I look up to you and so does so many other people. You just don't realize it because you are to busy focusing on all the bad. Be happy. Do what makes you happy.

[shampoo115]

I am normally not "sad" about everything, it just feels strange to not see the people on a regular basis like I used to. I am beginning to recover from all of that, because I know it is part of growing up. That one night when I was freaking out about it, I was really glad you were there to help me, that's the Holly I know. I love my job, but i'm not making enough to get a place or go anywhere. To move in with you, things would have to be so much different. I don't see why you look up to me (besides the fact that you are tiny). I wish I could do what makes me happy, but i'm not in control of it. Do you know what makes me happy? You make me happy when you are just YOU. When you don't put up a front, and when you are kind, and care about me. When you make sure to do everything in your power to bring out the best in me. I can't be happy unless you bring it out of me.