Well, this weekend was fun. On Friday, I went to Hollys moms house. I got there late, but we still did stuff. I met their friend Chase, and then we left and came back to Hollys place where Holly, Cate, and I went to sleep watching cartoons. The next morning, we went to Hollys softball game, which was mildly entertaining. I got to eat lots of food ( Read more... )

This morning walking to the bus, It felt nice outside as a nice breeze blew and I realized I didn't need my jacket today. It felt like it did at this time last year, which reminds me of how things were here. I feel like skipping health to go see you in german. I feel all giddy, and nervous like I did. Seriously...I don't get it, but I have the ( Read more... )

Well, this spring break was eventful...I did a lot more than I thought I would. I basically lived at Roberts the entire time, and was a leech when it came to food, which I really do hate. I can't remember days, they all merge together, but I remember early in the break I went with Amanda and Robert to see Sin City. Wow, what an amazing movie. The ( Read more... )

Wow, I have never known anyone to get off topic so fast. Except Terry Ro. What a crazy AZN ( Read more... )

As it just so happens, nothing is surprising me, not a god damn thing. I never knew I was so good at telling the future. The future seems to be shifting, and possibly looking brighter now than before. *takes off the chains and takes a walk*

Well, I am going to the doctor today for my acid reflux to see whats up with my insides. I know they are pretty messed up, but doc is gonna see if i'm getting better. I haven't had an outbreak like this in a while and i normally have at least 3 or 4 by the next time I see doc again, so I think I might be alright. Have a good spring break everyone. ( Read more... )

O god, my guts hurt. My acid reflux meds stopped working again, so I can't drink sodas today. But, I'm really thirsty, so I'll have to drink water, and too much water might make me throw up because I ate bad deli meat yesterday. I am going to end up being sick one way or the other. I can aim my vomit towards someone I dislike. Any requests? I hate ( Read more... )

Well, things have calmed down a little...I feel a little better, if it matters. I just hope she'll be alright...that's all that's ever mattered...to me.

No one can tell me what I do and don't need. I know exactly what I need, especially during difficult times. Even after promising a better, more reliable future, I apparently am not good enough, I apparently have failed somewhere. After everything said, after all the heartache, in the end there is normally only left one winner and one loser. There ( Read more... )

I've said before that "I will try my best to make this work." Well, I am sick of "trying" like I have something to prove, like I am changing myself to get things to go my way. I am no longer going to do that. I am going to be myself again, and if that's not good enough for anyone, it won't matter, because i'm mentally capable to tell you to fuck ( Read more... )