Articulation

[shampooboo]

I cannot properly articulate myself recently. I cannot say what I want to say, nor do I know what I want to say. Every word I speak comes out wrong. Every sound I vocalize is wrong. I can no longer converse properly. I can't say anything. I can't write out how I feel without fearing that it will be a lie. Even all of this is wrong. It's

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[squale]

for the longest time, the whole 'thesis' of my LJ has been trying to understand if the written word really captures human emotion.
i used pictures for a long time, they worked well.
now i'm using french. i feel a mainstream language has become not only boring for me but slightly debased and robbed of meaning, at least a little bit.
people don't always understand it, but maybe that's better. i'm not necessarily communicating in the best way, but i think i'm capturing how i feel much more accurately.
try getting out of the box.

P.S. I think you're kind of pissed off at me, but I really miss you. I miss our talks from last year. I've had a pretty shitty past few weeks. If you ever need to talk or just want to bs, let me know.