where did fall go? went from summer to winter....no fall. sooo cold. our apartment smells because our garbage disposal is broken....sooo our windows are open. haha, ghetto edgewood ( Read more... )

so this weekend was a lot of fun. saturday turned out kind of weird. went to the funeral in flint and than came home and slept. kelly came and woke me up at like 9 with her friends. she left and i got ready to go over to tallgrass. dan was about to come pick and me rachelle up and tom calls. he is at central and wants to hang out. so rachelle got ( Read more... )

it's kind of crazy how much things can do a 180 in a few days. i decided to stop thinking about boys because i really didn't want to care anymore. when i got home from work last night a guy i met last week was walking down our stairs and was stopping by to say hi! he is a senior and is on the wrestling team here at cmu. his name is joe and he is ( Read more... )

why do i suck at so many things ( Read more... )

it seems as though whenever you don't want to do something and you end up doing it, you have the best time of your life. Like if you don't feel like going out and you end up going...you'll have so much fun. I always realize this because i forget from the previous time. i am blabbering.

i've been up at school for about a week and a half now. i love it. I didn't really think that this year would be able to beat last year...but so far it has been so fun. I love meeting new people and Rachele and I have met so many. Tallgrass is the place to be and it is always fun when i go there. Possibly looking into living there next year? We ( Read more... )

so tom broke up with me a week ago. we were "more friends than boyfriend and girlfriend". i was sad for a little bit but i thought i was getting better and getting over it. not true...i talked to megan a lot about it and it made me realize that i missed him. we saw each other at a party on thursday night and that was kind of akward. he told ( Read more... )

I smell like GREEN PEAS! Help me!

well tonight was pretty shitty. 3 days away after this nights talk. going to be a long weekend of thinking and worrying.

i think i know the outcome already. i just have to stop thinking about it and let myself go. it sounds so easy but it is so hard.

i don't really know what's wrong with me but every time i stand up i get dizzy and black out. it's kind of scary and i don't want it to happen anymore. especially when i'm at work and it happens, i get stared at pretty bad ( Read more... )