Cameron/Thirteen FanFic

Apr 30, 2009 22:54



Title: Say Hello to Yesterday

Chapter: 3/4

Pairing: Cameron/Thirteen

Disclaimer: I do not own anything except the iPod I am listening to. ;)

Author's Note: Enjoy!

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Cameron wiped a tear from her eye and turned toward Thirteen for the first time since she had sat down beside her. "H-How could you do that to me... to all of us?

Thirteen sighed and pinched her eyes shut as she remembered that night six years ago when her stubbornness had ruined her life.

Remy watched Allison walk to the bedroom and winced as her girlfriend slammed the door. She could hear sobs from behind the door and instantly felt like the worst person in the world.

Remy sighed, "Why do I do this?"

Part of Remy wanted to run after Allison and make everything better, but the other part of her was just too miserable to care.

She shook her head and whispered, "There's no time... no point..."

Remy rubbed her eyes as she stood and picked her keys up off the table. She started to remove a key from the keychain as she grabbed a notebook out of her bag on the floor. She placed the key on the kitchen bar and sat on a stool with her notebook in her hand. Staring at the key, Remy grabbed the pen from the notebook. With one last look at the key, she sighed and began to write.

Ally,

I'm sorry. I have never wanted to hurt you. I know we've talked about my past and I've tried to change, but I can't. This is how I deal... So, I've been sitting here staring at the key to our home wishing you had said that it's over. I just can't do this to you anymore. I've finally realized that nothing ever really lasts forever and I feel like this isn't really a choice for me to make. I've been agonizing over this since I found out about my disease, but I love you way too much to put you through this nightmare. You deserve better than that, you deserve better than me.

Please... get mad, call me names, break things, and destroy everything that I have tainted, but most of all... move on, because I'm not worth the time you've already spent on me. You saved me from myself... well, until we got this news. And now nothing can save me, not even the person I love most in the world.

I'll always hold you in my heart,

Remy

A tear dropped from Remy's eyes as she blinked and it pooled around her name somewhat erasing it. "How fitting," She mumbled as she looked at the paper. Then she slid off the barstool and grabbed her bag. Looking around one last time at the home she and Allison had made and briefly remembering the good times, Remy wiped her eyes and silently walked out the door and out of Allison's life.

Shaking her head, Thirteen looked into Cameron's eyes, "I thought I was doing the right thing."

"That's bullshit," Cameron scoffed.

Startled by Cameron's response, Thirteen's stare faltered.

Before Thirteen could reply, Cameron held up her hand to stop her. "Don't." Cameron shook her head back and forth. "Just don't." Cameron struggled. "If you only knew..." Thirteen tried to grasp Cameron's hand gently, but had her hand pushed roughly away. Cameron's voice then took on a steely tone as she looked back to Thirteen, "If you only knew what you've done to me... Six years, Rem..." Cameron's voice began to increase in pitch. "Six years of not knowing where you were or how you were! How could you do that to me?!" Cameron stood from the bench and faced Thirteen, "You broke my heart and you didn't even care!"

"Are you kidding me?!" Thirteen raised her voice as she quickly stood. "I left for you!"

Cameron rolled her eyes, "You left for you, not me! You couldn't deal with the implications of what your Huntington's meant! I loved you with all of my heart and you just threw it away!"

"Don't give me that. You got back with Danny before the sheets were even cold!"

"Don't you dare talk about Daniel," Cameron growled.

Thirteen stepped even closer and responded indignantly, "You were married by the end of the month!"

Cameron shook her head in frustration and then looked Thirteen in the eyes. "I wasn't about to let my best friend spend the last six months of his life alone! And he wasn't about to have me continue to ruin my life over a broken heart! I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat, and I kept going over everything I had ever said to you trying to find out what I did wrong. I was willing to sacrifice my life if it would bring you back! So what if I was there for my ex and he was there for me? You wouldn't let me be there for you, so what's the problem!?"

Thirteen stumbled backwards briefly, and then stared at Cameron with a blank look on her face. "What do you mean 'the last six months of his life'?" Noting the pained expression in Cameron's eyes and on her face, Thirteen slowly sat back down on the bench dumbfounded. After staring at her hands for a few moments, she looked up and asked in a whisper, "Danny's... dead?"

Cameron's expression softened as she looked into Thirteen's pleading eyes. Sitting back down on the bench as well, Cameron placed her arm around the brunette's shoulder. As Thirteen began to cry, Cameron felt tears in her own eyes and pulled Thirteen into a comforting embrace.
===============// To be continued.

thirteen, house, fanfic, cameron, femslash

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