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[shandee]

i'm sure all of you want to know what is going on these days.... and if you do, feel free to message me or call. i need to leave things off the internet for right now. not only to "turn over a new leaf" but i'm just so unsure of who i can trust anymore. i had to get a new cell number, so if you want that, message me and i'll get it to you. i'm done

Comments

[zer0data]

I suck and I'm not the greatest person when it comes to relating to and communicating with other people on an emotional level, so I will just say that I know that life has sucked for you as of late and the fact that is has pisses me off even though I have about zero control or influence over how your life goes.

On a logical/analytical level, you've clearly sat down and thought things out and have come up with a plan of action and thought out possible consequences, which is, all in all, a pretty awesome response.

[shandee]

i can't just completely think of myself these days. my little girl is my life, and when people start talking about wanting to take custody, i needed to step up and show these people that i'm not going to spend the rest of my life in a bar atmosphere, and that she has a good support system.

[zer0data]

Best cure for ADD in my life has been getting good and pissed off and harnessing that "fuck you, I'll show you" attitude that results. Go show 'em you can get a decent career and provide for Raina better than they can.

[elusivemoon]

now is the best time for you to go back to school, especially since your living situation allows it. it will be rough, i'm sure. it was for me. but stick to it so you can provide for yourself and your little girl! i'm proud that you have taken this shitty situation and used it as your driving force to make your life better. if you need anything just let me know!

[shandee]

i don't care about things being rough. i've had the worst 3 weeks of my life. i hate not knowing the end consequences. and what makes me even more mad is that josh doesn't know now whether he wants to go through this... it's enough to piss a shandee off. i have a lot of drive when something of this proportion motivates me. i feel like i have to prove my human worth in how much i can accomplish in a short time. and thanks for letting me rant to you, you're a great friend, and i much appriciate it.

[drachekonig]

*Hugs*. I know I don't know you all that well but I can surely call you a friend. I hope things get better for you. For you and your daughter. I know how it is to take a step back and look at things for a second and try and make them better. I know you will and be on top at the end. If you ever need a ear to listen, I am always here. I will not judge and I will give advice when asked. Feel free TO call me at anytime. Day or Night @ 419-277-6550. OR message me on yahoo @ jazzy_j0217 . Or even if it throguh here. I am here for you my friend. Toodles.

[shandee]

thanks :)

[tinkerbell61084]

Love you too buddy... and you know you want in my pants :)

[shandee]

i know... i just can't seem to get around that damn chastity belt of yours.... lol ;)

[tinkerbell61084]

lol hmm seems to be a common problem

[delic1999]

you can all any time...I will be working in tiffin again in about a month and will have more free time..my cell is 419-618-5787...i was planing on calling you this week anyways to see how you were doing..so i will give you a call probably tomorrow if you email me your new number delic1999@hotmail.com

[shandee]

new number = 5672307608