So last night didn't go as planned but shit ain't gonna fade me.. My head is still high and I know things will work out.. I am actually 100% positive things will work out.

I have a secret crush and it pretty much rules. I really hope things go right. He is seriously amazing! I wish it was Saturday night right now.. I will see what is up after that! I love love how he parties just as much if not harder than I do! He goes to school and works, he is motivated and I love it ( Read more... )

My best friend in the whole wide world goes to Virginia Tech and when I found out I thought she died I freaked out so bad! I was so scared for her! But I talked to her she is okay! Thank the lord! So I am def. keeping VT in my prayers since 33 are now officially dead and 20 are still in critical condition.. Damn fucking ASIAN going after his ( Read more... )

I am done

Literally I lost a good friend, because I didn't listen to my gut instinct.. I give up and I am moving there is literally nothing here for me anymore.. I am either moving south or moving back to the west!

I am just so sick of being lied to.. I honestly hate it so much.. I honestly just want to know the truth and have everything all figured out.. I don't want to throw anyone under the bus but sometimes I feel I have to, so I can figure shit out. I just want things to work out the way I want them to but I know they aren't ( Read more... )

I am officially really confused. I don't know what I want with my life at this moment. And I kinda actually hate it. I am falling for someone and I don't want to.. I just want to hang out with this person one more time then never talk to him again I think.. That is how I work.. I get attatched then leave.. So hopefully he skips class and ( Read more... )

I can't sleep to much shit is on my mind.. I am torn inside and I don't know what to do anymore.. Before all this it was so fucking clear to me! Now I don't know I just can't sleep. The worst part is the more and more I think about shit the more and more depressed I become.. And it seriously fucking blows. I just want to be happy again that ( Read more... )

WOW I am so sick of two faced ass people!! They suck hard core.. People if you want to talk about me just fucking tell me to my face I don't need drama in my life so fuck off.. I know this person doesn't have a LJ but I DON'T GIVE A FUCK.. [[I am gonna act like I am talking to this bro dude ( Read more... )

I thought I was falling for someone when actually it was my period making me all emotional.. That first day always kills me lol. But lately I have been acting really girly and shit and I pretty much hate it. Once again I am sure it is just AUnt FLow acting up and shit. I will be that cold heartless bitch without feelings by Wednesday. I know ( Read more... )