At that time, her heart felt sadness. She’s sad. Why is it seeing Yamada walking away from her makes her sad? She pouted and went to her room. She read the letter that flew few minutes ago. She pouted again.
‘Dear Yamamoto Shane-sama,
I heard you’re getting married to Arioka Daiki. I was sad… I thought you’re going to marry Yamada Ryosuke. You two looked nice together! ^_^ Even though you’re always fighting. And I also caught him looking at you dreamingly. Well, omedetou on your wedding! Hehehe.’
“ What the? He’s a completely stalker.” She murmured.
She rested her body again on her fluffy bed and looked at the ceiling. She sat down again and looked at the box that Yamada gave to her.
She opened it and saw a necklace that has a key pendant.
“Kawaii.~” She commented. It was a white silver necklace. And yes, it is indeed cute.
She wondered why he gave it to her. She looked at the box again and saw a folded paper. She opened it and read..
‘Dear Yamamoto Shane-sama ,
Hello! I’m here again. Writing the last letter that I can give to you. Hmmm.. what should I say? Its me again.
You never replied once since you don’t know me. Well, since this is the last letter.
Should I reveal myself already?
Tonight, I went to your locker just to put this.
I miss you, the way we fight. The way you rise your eyebrow to me.
The way you pout.
The way you smile.
I miss taking good care of you every time you’re sick or in trouble.
I miss everything that we shared memories! +_+V (peace sign)
And.. I’ve been trying to tell you these things but someone or something stops me.
Like interrupting me?
I’ve been stalking you since the day I started giving my attention to you.
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So here it goes… I-I… love you Yamamoto Shane.
You don’t know how much I love you.
But you’re getting married now in 2 days right?
I really want to be that one who will stand beside you at the altar.
But unfortunately, I’m not. Since you never show interest on me.
I love you. I really really love you. :( Cant you see that? Cant you feel that? I love you.
Please do something about these feelings I have for you.
But I think you cant. You’re in love with the guy you’re going to marry.
Ever since you were young. I don’t know why I had these feelings. It all started when you we’re a ‘nobody’ to me.
I know I’m the one you hate the most. I thought I’ll never love you like this since I hate you too.
But not that much as you do. But the time we got closer to each other…
I developed this feelings for you. Of course I tried to stop it since I knew you would never feel the same way.
But my body cant stop from helping you.
You we’re the first person who made my life like a rollercoaster.
I want to protect you and your smile. But someone will. I think I should give up on hoping that you’ll love me back.
But always remember, I love you.
-山田涼介 (Yamada Ryosuke)
Reading the letter gave Shane a almost killing heart attacks. The one who’s been writing letters to her is him. The one who made her smile few minutes ago because of the letter. And now, reading the last letter from him made her sad. She was surprised too. She never expected that the guy she hates the most will fall in love with her. Why don’t she give attention of what she feels also for him. Well, of all confessions she received… this was the confession who made her heart touch. Writing like almost every day to her? She cant imagine it. She find it cute and sweet. It was unexpected, how could she not notice that it was him?
Without noticing, a hot tear rolled down to her cheeks.
Why does it feel painful?
Why does it feels like its killing me?
Why do I have to feel this?
Ryosuke, why did you loved me?
I was mean to you all these times..
I keep on pushing you away...
I keep on hating you..
cursing you..
Why did you choose to love me instead of hating me?
Why is it you make things complicated?
Why is it after reading this, it makes me hard to face Daiki?
Tell me why....
She sobbed as she tried to cover her mouth with her hand, preventing to make any noise that would be suspicious for the people who are outside. Spending the whole night was not easy for her. She cried... and cried until she fell asleep.