aside from band not being very cool right now, things are still going pretty well for me. i'm actually really excited about saturday and i don't know why. just unjustified optimism, i guess
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it's true, we don't suck THAT bad. but after having such a great band camp, and realizing that this is the worst things have been since i've been here, i find the entire situation most disappointing and depressing. the thing is, this year moreso than ever, people just don't care at all. band is always the second thing on their minds and it just can't work this way. by no means is it every single person, but if you take a long hard look, the vast majority of the group just isn't mentally there when they need to be. sucking IS natural, and i don't expect perfection, but i can't just blow it off when we are doing this poorly and say "oh well, that's life."
i wish there was something to do to get people to stop half-assing everything, but i haven't been able to think of anything, which is probably the thing that has me most upset.
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i wish there was something to do to get people to stop half-assing everything, but i haven't been able to think of anything, which is probably the thing that has me most upset.
urg.
i love you cathy!
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