today, the world stopped spinning, today my sunshine went away, today... today... today, grey clouds cluster over my head, back to the dark days i resume, for somthing so great... is never true and never worth striving for ( Read more... )

Ok, so i dont know how to feel right now... i guess im pissed? or upset... or let down... or .... well sad to say just not surprised... i mean i dont know... im just sick of the let down, i know that life is hard and there are many curve balls thrown your way, and you have to step up to the plate and hit one, and yet every time you got to hit one, ( Read more... )

Well its been awhile sence iv written in here ( Read more... )

Alright, well lemme sum up my weekend for ya.. First it started with a wicked nasty ass snow storm to which my dept. got put onto station coverage for thusday night into friday morning... so needless to say i was on dutie from 1pm in the afternoon untill 10am friday morning... then on friday i took off to cynthias ... were we hung out all day ... ( Read more... )

Good Morning, well its been a wicked fun shift.. ive been on dutie sence ruffly 1pm yesterday, and im still on dutie.. We had a killer storm blow through, it was Wicked SICK!!... Im still on dutie as of this moment but am looking forword to around 12pm when i can sign off dutie.. untill then it looks like im going to be incharge of engine 1 ( Read more... )

ohh the weather outside is frightfull, but the paycheck its ohh so delightfull.... and when youve got nothing else better to do, Drive off the road.. drive off the road.. drive off the road!!... and when you finaly thought your done...some idiot goes off the road.. and thats when the bell sounds and youuuurrrr daaayyyy goooeess tooo helllllllll!!! ( Read more... )

Hey, well i noticed that its been a little while sence iv updated my journal so i thought what the hell, cant think of a better time to do it... Ok well to summerize whats been going on in my life recently. NOT ALOT! lol ok ok maybe a few things. I cant help but think what jumps out of my hide the fastest but cynthia lol... so yea we have been ( Read more... )

Hey, well i noticed that its been a little while sence iv updated my journal so i thought what the hell, cant think of a better time to do it... Ok well to summerize whats been going on in my life recently. NOT ALOT! lol ok ok maybe a few things. I cant help but think what jumps out of my hide the fastest but cynthia lol... so yea we have been ( Read more... )

alright to conclude that last entry... shane was over analysing yet agian (bad habbit)... so iv now become a hell of a lot more free and just not as up-tight.. which i might say is nice!!.. The weather is so nice our right now!! ohh its gotta be in the 50s or so.. its just WICKED NICE OUT!! im really jelouse now that i didnt go with Cynthia to ( Read more... )

Ok, so today was yet another great day and at the same time a bad day?? it was great in that everthing is and like usual is wonderfull, life is grand and i couldnt ask for anything better! i spent time with the person whom i care so much for, and while spending this time with this person i learned, like everyday so much more about them, and as i do ( Read more... )