Stay strong Donghae
065. Grip, Donghae/Donghae
Title : Stay strong Donghae
Pairing : Donghae/Donghae, implied Kihae
Genre : Angst
You’re gone… left me… alone… I can’t stop crying, but I can’t blame you either… I just feel it’s unfair… “why” is the only words that came to my mind… why it have to be you? I can’t stand alone… I need you… I need you Kibum… I promise I want to stop my tears… but I can’t… not when my heart feel so hurt.
I look at the mirror, and see my self. My eyes red and puffed, there’s still the dry tears left. I’m so ugly, I wonder if you see me like this, would you still love me? Kibummie, if you’re the one in my position, what would you do? Crying all the time? Or look forward and forget the past? But still, I can’t forget you… I love you Kibummie…
I walk in the park, sitting in the bench where we first meet. I still remember that day, I’m new here and you’re my first friend. I chuckled to the two children there, they’re fighting for the positions. Ah! The red clothes win, he’s sitting on the swing while the yellow one swinging it. I remember when we do that to. But, it leads to our first kiss. I smiled at our stupidity that time, what a happy time. It’s really different now.
The wind feel so strong, it’s slapping my face. May be it tells me to get back to reality. I know I can’t live only in those memories… but… I really can’t forget that… your kiss, your hug, your everything. It’s painful when I remember it, but it makes me smile to. Every place in this town, make me remember you.
I keep walking in this small town. Try to regain those happy memories, while my heart still crying and screaming… begging for you… I know you won’t like this side of me… so weak… I’ll try to be strong Bummie… I’ll try… I love you Kibummie…