I forgot to take my crazy pills for a couple days. I was thinking i shouldn't take it after midnight because i'm having such a hard time getting up in the morning. Now the withdrawl symptoms have set in and i just ache all over: shoulders, back, neck, feet, stomach. I wish i had a hot tub. My neck is the worst part: I wanted to leave work early so ( Read more... )

I just read two other blogs and feel infinately better about my position in the world. I'd rather be kind of lazy than believe the stuff I make up about myself and the world around me. (Not you, Aaron)

Once in a while, I feel some mysterious trigger bring me to a screeching halt. I get just a little anxious or overwhelmed or jealous and I can feel something drain out of me.. Sometimes I even gasp a little, like a cold wave hitting me, or someone pulling the needle off the record. I think about all the things I wanted to do tonight, tomorrow, this ( Read more... )

Whats up, LJ. been a while. I usually only come here looking to read gossip about my roller derby team but lately I have a lot to get off my chest. But I dont really know where to start and should be working. Maybe another time. Hey, we had some good times, right? Keep in touch.

I woke up this morning totally stiff from sleeping oddly next to Taylor. I opted not to go to practice, then remembered that we're probably going to be discussing lots of business. so I had a very big "d'oh" moment and felt really bummed for missing my weekend exercise. I'd like to either join a gym or buy some home equpiment ( Read more... )

I'm ready to admit that I've gained a ton of weight since this summer: the battle begins! This isnt related to new years so much as not fitting well into my smaller jeans. Here goes mothing!

Some days you just don't have eighteen dollars.

I am feeling the effects of a long week. I shouldnt let stuff bum me out, but I do. I'd like to say I made everyone thoughtful and useful christmas gifts, but I didnt. I couldnt even manage to make brownies for work tomorrow. We dicked around at work all day but I still came home exhausted. Tonight I took a huge nap: completely forgot that I meant ( Read more... )

I have a final project: a brief scholarly article due today. Alas its 26 minutes to midnight (sing it!) and could turn it in a bit lacking for analysis of data.
I think im gonna turn it in late risking the late grade, but conforming to the assignment and daresay fit to submit to the Library Student Journal.

Usually I get annoyed when people say I'm sensitive. I'm not like a sensitive artist or anything. Actually I think I'm pretty balanced in terms of self image and such. I'm pretty uninhibited, dont think much about how others view me, but some parts of this scream out to me.. especially the need for solitude.. or "shan time" as my family called it ( Read more... )