I feel like I've been having a sort of out of body experience the past few days... I finally feel like me again. It's scary to think that something in your life can have such a dramatic effect on you wether it be good or bad. I am truly thankful that I have taken my life back and that things are the way that they should be. You should accept ( Read more... )

i am finally starting to rejoin the life that i once knew. working with the pre-schoolers this past week has totally reconnected me to the things that i love and those feelings of making a difference in someones life. my class this summer is awesome, just an amazing group of kids all different in their own way but each of em, well almost each of ( Read more... )

im not gonna lie... if i didnt have cait in my life i dunno what i would do. it's like we're getting back to the summer after freshmen year at college where all we did was spend oodles and oodles of time together and you know what? i love it. i'm so happy that i'm out of my slump of going to bed early and waking up late. now its stay up late and ( Read more... )

yesterday i finally got out of the house for longer then an hour or two... spent most of the day/night with cait and her boy jasen. got to meet ehr cousin rob and the other roommate mike. i had sooo much fun hangin out with them. cait jasen and i went to the funplex and went on the tilt-a-whirl and did go-cart racing which was such a gooood time i ( Read more... )

life is too short to be anything but happy...

feeling a lot better since i talked to chris

all that stuff i made is probably burned or thrown away in little bitty pieces too...

i havent cried in a while and today has just been a bad day for me...

when all you got to keep is strong move along move a long like i know you do...

its always good to know that when you hate life its more then likely hating you back...

the maturity of some people honestly overwhelms me.... welp i guess thats it then...

goodbye to you, goodbye to everything that i knew...

listen to you head and your heart will soon follow...

whatever... i guess its not as bad as i thought it would be... at least thats how it seems...

the past few days have been so exhausting and all i want to do is sleep but no one will let me... it sucks. And when i actually get a chance to sleep i have nightmares about everything and anything you can think of. I've been feeling sick all of the time and I just want this to be over with so I can move on to whatever extent that may be ( Read more... )