wow, im a mess. i definately lost it today. today was the first day of not seeing people, other people, and i need them to get me through it. i used to like to be alone and go places alone and now i hate it, i need to be with people at all times and when i am with people i dont want to be there ( Read more... )

spring break was amazing, 3 girls road tripping it to miami! it was soo perfect and needed. then i came back here and reality hit!
heres some things i dont have enough of:
-money!
-money!
-study skills!
-money!
-boys
-attention for a certain boy
-money!
-MOTIVATION!

i am in desparate need of some inspiration! help!

i was reading one of those survey things people put in their lj's and laughing, cause if i did one of those, it would get ugly!

who wants to make me dinner! i want to eat...no food, no money...damn this college kid shit, byebye!

its been awhile. i think its time to say hi. im at the library, should be doing homework, and a bunch of people are looking at my dorky livejournal screen thinking that foolish little 16 year old girl. oh well over it. i am typing really fast. i dont know if i really like how my relationship with this kid is going. sometimes its sooo good like ( Read more... )

this is a continuation of the last entry, as i was writing about mr lack of commitment he walked in my door, people really should knock first ( Read more... )

so here i go again, i find myself turning to livejournal to complain. its ok i guess, thats what its here for ( Read more... )

According to the "Which
Something Corporate Song Are You?" Test...


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im pretty sure my livejournal doesnt work right anymore ( Read more... )

im home. its weird ( Read more... )

wow!
fucking it happened! it took way to long, and now its soooooo perfect, there are so many things wrong with the situation, and neither one of us cares. its absolutely amazing. wow and its only been two days! aahhhh boys rock. it feels so right that its scary. i cant even wait till the next day with him <----im obsessed, this has to stop ( Read more... )