Comments | shanniecat: shitty

shanniecat

shitty

Oct 27, 2003 22:29

i feel really depressed. i want to feel better. i feel really unloved and uncared about. i think these are my "issues" to deal with. the fact that no one really loves or cares about me. the only reason it bothers me now is because i dont love and care about myself like i always used to when i was alone. now i'm not alone anymore and i'm too ( Read more... )

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sweetoldlady October 27 2003, 23:09:52 UTC

whenever you talk of tonsils i feel mine scratching me.......and swelling

squal October 28 2003, 06:20:45 UTC

i love you and you know it so shutup
yeah we get pissy but its never a BIG deal
so yeah
i love you

:( shanniecat October 28 2003, 10:52:07 UTC

but i get really sad sometimes and i dont think you listen...

but then there was last night so i'm too happy to think about fighting at this point in time. we're both happy...no not me and you. ;P hehe

yay sentia October 29 2003, 16:52:13 UTC

shannnon i love you!
and you'll be home this weekend, me also. we can hang out friday and talk. i will try my best to understand. i still know you, it's just we've been away from each other so long. hopefully i still have ways of cheering you up!
it's sad to be away from all our best friends. you, lauren, sarah. is there anyone else as great?

hmm... shanniecat October 30 2003, 23:03:13 UTC

aww...thanks. :) do you even know where sarah is these days? with her brother as planned? how's she staying there? does she have a job? will she go to school!?!? so many questions about that girl...

re: shittiness.... anonymous November 4 2003, 09:58:20 UTC

Shanniecat, just wanted you to know that pat/bob dylan, big lance, and robin still care about you. If I didn't I wouldn't have skipped class to hang out with you. If it makes you feel any beter, I understand your plight. "being too busy caring about others to care about myself." I have to consciously take time out of my day to do something for myself, "me time", away from work, school, and Leslie. Whether it's drawing, writing, reading for pleasure, listening to my music that nobody else likes, or even getting just a little bit further in Zelda. Whatever. Oh yeah, and boyfriends ARE supposed to care for you. It just gets codependent if you don't care about yourself too. (that's why they call it codependent; your 'depending' on someone else for happiness.) anyways, see you on the flip side, pat.

you get what you give! anonymous July 5 2004, 23:30:34 UTC

dont go telling people they're worthless for feeling the way you do now! i hope you realize now how wrong you were to hurt someone when they were feeling "unloved"! it sucks to hate yourself...but it sucks even more to be hated by those who you've continuously told yourself cared about you! i hope you're tasting you're own medicine!

Re: you get what you give! shanniecat July 6 2004, 16:22:11 UTC

so glad that you are commenting on something i wrote in october. you are a fucking moron that can't get over the past. and please stop having your drunken friends leave me messages at 3 am........

and quit being lame....

...and quit posting annonymously....weiner......or weiner friend...maybe i'm wrong in my guessing of which one of you writes to me.