scratch me going to Camden County, Im going to Rowan. they reconsidered me and I am in. I am very happy Im going there but terrified at the same time. I have a hard time with adjustment. 1st couple months of high school was rough for me. I found myself hanging out with my friends from my old school more because I felt comfortable with them. In ( Read more... )

since my last update I:

went to DISNEY! amazing week and I finally rode Dumbo. one of my life goals is now complete. I did many rides and took many pictures. I dont feel like saying what I did everyday because it is to long and I am too lazy.  maybe later I will put pictures up.

school is school. as much as I want school to be over I dont want high ( Read more... )

Kairos XVIII=amazing I did not changed a lot from this experience, just a new outlook on things which is all I need. LOVELOVELOVE for everyone!!

ok so yeah its official, Rowan rejected me so Ill be going to CCC for a year or 2 and I am 100% okay with it now. I realized I have a goal to eventually be at Rowan. a year or 2 at CCC wont kill me or stop ( Read more... )

friday me and Dave went to P.F Changs to celebrate for Valentines day. it was my 1st time there, really good food. after dinner we went back to his house and spent the rest of the night lying on his couch and me almost falling asleep a million times.  by far the best date we ever had.
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I spent the rest of the weekend at home because of ( Read more... )

so yeah I havent updated in awhile. I have been somewhat busy and myspace has sucked me in. speaking of myspace I get a comment from a guy saying "damn ma you all types of beautiful, I say you got a sn?" soo I decided to check out his myspace for shits and giggles, he is holding a gun in one picture. one, if I was single no way in hell would I give ( Read more... )

so Christmas actually didnt suck as bad as I thought it would have. for all of those who dont know I really dont like holidays that much. its a time for family. well I dont have much family, I do but they usually have other tradtions. Terry was home so that helped. my mom is still in the ICU so it sucked having to go there and show her what she got ( Read more... )

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my friends are extremely awesome. right here even thou no one reads this I would like to thank anyone who prayed for my mom and my family or called/IMed me to comfort me. you guys are amazing and I truly appreciate it.

I didnt get to go on Kairos because the doctor told me a hour before I was leaving my mom was dying? that ( Read more... )

well I will go from postive - negative events in my life right now

I won homecoming queen in November

Karios is tomorrow, cant wait

my friends are amazing

um now negative...

Terry is in Iraq

and my mom is in the ICU. please keep her in your prayers she really needs it right now. she is in pretty bad shape.

since my last entry I am much better. it was just a rough week.

I got a 4.08 on my report card. I rule.

homecoming is in 2 days. maybe I will be homecoming queen? but I dont care if I win as long as me and Dave loose together because that would be wierd.

after tomorrow no school for 9 days!!!! that gets me so excited to the point where I might ( Read more... )

I am actually going to use this to express my feelings instead of saying what I have been up to.

well I am scared about a lot of things. Im scared I annoy people so much sometimes that I will just drive them away from me. I am scared for Terry. I am scared of not getting into Rowan. Im scared no one actually wants to listen to my problems and they ( Read more... )