Becoming a hollow shell

[shannonisadyke_]

So, the truth is I am sad. Really sad about Beth. I dont know why, but i dont believe we will be together again. It just seems to perfect to happen to me. It sounds as far fetched yet wonderful as winning the lottery. Like something that wonderful could never happen to me. I wish that i didnt beleive this. I am realizing that who i am is changing,

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[tarpleton]

It's amazing how things change over time...Maybee not "things" but people do change. It sounds as though you're hapier now.. I must tell you that I am kinda disappointed that you're not coming to hear me qualify. Not that I think I'm so important that everyone has to be there, but I just really wanted you there with me. I hope you have fun though with whatever you end up doing that night. I love you and miss talking to you....In a few months I should be able to take TL's to come hang out again- but now they're 24hrs.:) bye.