i'm sick of being angry and upset.
this clearly isnt working.
i wish we were 17 again.

Fuck you,
and your morals.
your so fucking fake.
i don't know how long i can take this for.
fuck life for never being fair.
this is not the college life i pictured.

I think falling down, can't let me forget the taste of good posture and the clench of closed hands. its once we get a taste for all that is lost, that we lose our sense of taste. my shoulders are heavy. my eyes are tired ( Read more... )

Things are getting harder then i ever imagined.
i promised myself we wouldn't be like everyone else.
i don't know how much longer i can do this.

Things aren't how they used to be.

I want things to be how they used to be.

tuesday - work
wednesday - tanning, nail appointment, dentist
thursday - waxing with Sar, lost
friday - prom
saturday/sunday - after prom

wednesday - english test
thursday - debate for challenge and change
- english (hamlet creative)

172800 minutes
28800 hours
120 days
4 months
and not a thing has changed.

The 4th of every month is supposed to be a happy day.
so why arn't i happy?

I've been thinking alot lately.
and i'm still with you.
but i think...
i'm with you for all the wrong reasons.

and i'm so sorry.

it was gangsta' gangsta' at the top of the list ( Read more... )

procrastination is my worst enemy

amazinnggg new years.
so fun. i love you guys so much ahah.
a big improvment from last years.
soo funny.
lots of pictures like honestly 60.
i'll be posting it on myspace i think thats the easiest way.
anyways hopefully 2007 will be just as awesome as last year. =]