i figure since i rage all the time on my lj, itd probably do me good to throw out something good once in a while. i want to talk about how much a certain person has helped me recently. you know who you are, but let me just say that i dont know how id function with out your help. your so down to earth, and real, and you truly seem to want to look ( Read more... )

Here i go venting again. Same ol' same ol'...my parents are at it again. if only you knew how hard it is to live under the same roof as them. actually its not that hard. but once i try to get out from under my roof, it becomes hell. thats reallyall i have to say. im just too fustrated to even vent right now. at this point i really dont know ( Read more... )

ONE MORE DAY! i am so so excited. you see, i've been in school for two weeks longer than all of you guys, because my friends in britt (where i transfered from) said that they got out two weeks ago. so--i'm officially schooled out. im ready for summer!!! finals today were really long. all of them were at least a hundred, and the bio one was 200 ( Read more... )

So i just got back from babysitting the Balmers kids, and i feel a lot better. We played with this really cool styraphome airplane that zane got for his birthday, then we played water balloons, we ate popsicles, we had a nerf gun war, and we played a dora the explorer matching game. The best part was the nerf gun war, which, im ashamed to say, i ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh. The past few weeks my parents have been irking the the hell out of me (i apologize ahead of time for the language, because i'll most likely use some more of it, but SO mad right now). they're boundries are so freaking tight, and they're expectations are so ridiculously outrageous that right now, at this given moment, if given the ( Read more... )

I came home today from school just totally pissed off. I guess I really don't have much of a valid reason for my anger, but the people in my life that do the same annoying things that i just tolerate everyday pushed me off the edge of my cliff. Seriously, it's like today was "let's just see how mad we can make Shannon" day. I won't go into names ( Read more... )

Have you ever heard that Modest Mouse song "The Good Times are Killin Me?" Thats kinda how i feel right now (except for my good times have nothing to do with drugs or other illegal activities like the song suggests...i swear!) dont get me wrong...i feel on top right now, but im just dreading the turning point where my life goes from gold to crap ( Read more... )

Today was pretty cool! School came and went with out any flaws or bad grades, and the biology test was sooo much easier than i thought it would be. Thank God!!! My mom was in an awesome mood, and even though i only spent about 15 minutes with her on the way home, we had a great time together (after she bought me some Phish Food...the best of Ben ( Read more... )

today sucked. it was fine, but then it switched on me. i think a lot of it has to do with people changing. its not good change to me. i dont know...it could be just all in my head. i hope so, because if people were changing the way i think they are, my life will not be fun for the next stretch of time. and the other part of it had to do with ( Read more... )

wow! today sucked so bad, but it was awesome! i woke up not being able to talk at all, and when i finally regained some voice, it wasn't mine, but a 40 year old veteran male smoker's. my morning classes didn't really boost my mood at all, because between a combination of bad test grades, more bad test grades, and people pissing me off, i was ( Read more... )