Sorry

[shannonrae]

Wow I am a bitch! Taking my shit out on the wrong people. Just feeling frustrated and rejected by a certain boy and Jess took the bront of my aggression. Sorry Jess! I know you would never intentionally leave me out. Grr...damn boy! Why can't I get him off my mind. He is screwing with my mind for sure!

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[tracyrae03]

BOYS SUCK!!

[mandak723]

verrrrrrry confused....don't leave the non-ptl person out! :-P

ttyl!

[shannonrae]

Eh it was me just being an emotional girl. Thinking people were leaving me out intentionally, when in all actuality they were just trying to keep me from getting my feelings hurt. Then I blew things out of proportion like always taking my Ben anger out on Jess. I think I am falling in love with him, everything about it scares me. Whether he will feel the same way? Be willing to settle down? Ahh so many things running through my head right now. And your journal the other night about being an insomnaic. Hmm...totally understand since I can't get to bed before 3 or 4am lately. Damn boy is always on my mind. Man o man I have never fell THIS hard for a guy. Maybe this is for real this time. Scary to say, but I think he's "the one."
AHHH!