So Im sitting here thinking. Thats right..
You know, I have the hardest time letting people go. No Im not talking (just) relationship-wise. Im talking about in general. Its pretty hard to talk to someone on a daily basis..and then JUST STOP. And when that daily basis starts up again, I get paranoid. Yeah, I know..me, paranoid? And that kills me. I dont like to feel unsure. I love to know exactly whats going on, and what people are thinking. Apparently thats something I need to get over. But as of right now, thats not happening. Shannon doesnt play games. Dont tell me you're going to do something, and you dont do it. Because, I apparently trust you enough and like you enough to want you to do what-ever it is you said you were going to do.
AND LET ME TELL YOU..
its an honor for me to like you.
I dont like too many people.
I mean, Im very easy to get along with. Im Shannon..come on now. But as far as liking people...
whew.
Its not always that easy.
Now that I read what I just wrote..I sound stuck up. But thats not what I mean..well ITS WHAT I MEAN..but its going to be taken a different way. Oh well.
It takes a pretty long time for me to say it..but I get to a point where I give up on people because I feel like they gave up on me. And even if I dont call you, or you dont call me..Chances are, Im not happy about that. Im a stubborn lady..and I dont like being the one to call. And you know what, thats all I meet. People just like me in someway or another. You wont get anywhere unless you do something..you know?
Whats funny is I dont like to sit inactive. I love to be doing shit..
But when it comes to making the first move (MORE THAN WHAT YOURE THINKING) thats pretty hard.
I dont know what could make it more easy..but...I wish I knew.
Ok too much thinking .
I better Shot, Shower, and Shave.
byee.