I want to move out so bad. Like, its ridiculous. I'm 18 gonna be 19 in December,  I have a part time job, and I go to school. My parents are driving me up the fucking wall. I hate being here cause they treat me like a 12 year old. I have a fucking curfew of 10PM on school nights and 12 on weekends. What the fuck ( Read more... )

Its hard to say whats going to happen in life...but we have to hope for the best...we HAVE to ( Read more... )

These are the days ( Read more... )

I've been feeling really shitty lately. A mix of not sleeping much, driving to CSUN every day, walking around that campus, and working ( Read more... )

I am really nervous about CSUN. I keep having dreams that I can't find my classes. Blah.

I got accepted into Cal State Northridge! Yay I'm going to college haha :)
Annnd my manager decided to tell me that i'm not suppose to be making $8 and  hour I'm suppose to be making $7.85 -.-
Oh well. After my 6 month period I get bumped up to $8.65 or something.

meh yesterday was pretty much a waste of time, except for some parts of it.
i woke up yesterday morning before the CSUN orientation and checked my status on my application and it said I was denied.
my mom is going to call and see what the hell is going on.
seeing that really gave me a self esteem drop. but i know im not stupid, and they probably ( Read more... )

I cannot tell you how many times I have laid down and tried to pretend that someone was lying next to me, holding my hand, looking up at the same sky I was. Or sometimes before I fall asleep I pretend that someone is lying next to me with their arms wrapped around me. I guess you can call it odd, but i feel safe when I do it. Having that feeling ( Read more... )

Wow. Tonight was just simply incredible.
Our connection is indescribable.
Wow, just wow.

Very happy.