I GOT INTO UT AND I GOT INTO OSU WITH A PLAYING SCHOLARSHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

im just a tit bit excited.....

G-d damn I wanna forget Baly right now!!!!

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im done auditioning!!! woooooooo

miami went very well, i think. UT went ok, i fucked up some shit and my embouchure gave out, and the professor was kinda a dick. I absolutely loved the school though, and the Hillel, and the city. OSU went fuckin sweet, I didn't fuck anything up, and the sax professor was super chill and laid ( Read more... )

Clinic was absolutely fuckin amazing. Maestro Fontana was unbelievable...and sits there amoung the best conducters/directors I've ever had. It was so cool how many ballard kids made it: myself, Baly, Alissa, David, Sarah, and Kat. And the saxophone section kicked ass...and chilling in it with Harry, Tim Varon, and Carl was wayyy fun.  Im pissed we ( Read more... )

 This time it's real ( Read more... )

All State was fuckin amazing. no joke. I have never been in a band that good. The director was absolutely amazing, ,The shit we did was fuckin crazy at times, and the people I met fuckin rocked. I didn't even think about the only shitty thing going on now, which fuckin rocked, and that shit is fuckin lame anywayys. I got to talk and chill with ( Read more... )

I finished my poem. It's under the cut, but be weary, because you are about to enter the deepest, darkest places of my emmotions...not really, but if you have nothing better to do, feel free to take a look.

Fulfillment

By Ben Kessler

Springing high up into the night

A pillar of red fire,

Invoking inexorable desire,

Shines with bright light

That ( Read more... )

strange dear, but true dear.
when I'm close, to you dear,
the stars fill the sky.
so in love with you
am I I am so fuckin happy. I have never felt like this before, EVER. I couldn't be any better. I'm also happy that pretty much everyone is happy for us, which is very cool, but I guess shouldn't be that amazing, because there is no reason why ( Read more... )

hahaha, i can sneer on clarinet.....its soo fuckin cool!!!!!! hahahahahahahahha

i love it!!!

maybe wew can do rhapsody in blue.....

This weekend was great....I'm so damn happy ( Read more... )