Tonight after talking to Daniel I went downstairs crying to my mom. I couldn't explain in her lifetime how amazing and wonderful he is. I could only try to grasp a few words, but my tears and smile explained it all.

Words can not describe my life or give anything any kind of justification. The only thing that I can fathom on giving anything ( Read more... )

Sometimes I HATE checking the mail! GOD DAMN!
I wish it was legal to shoot someone...at least shoot him in the foot

Listening to sickly Daniel trying to breath through his nose makes me laugh and smile :)

I can't express how night like tonight shape who I am and who I want to be. I really lucked out this time you guys! I got Daniel. He really is my other half, my soulmate, the love of my life. I have never opened up to anyone like I did to Daniel the other night. I rehashed every bitter detail about my past. I have never been able to do that ( Read more... )

hmmm...

sometimes I don't know how I can be so fearless and just do what I want to do. I wonder...why?...how?...como?

I am really bothered by a few things right now.
I need to sort through some things and adress some things, but I doubt I will.
Oh fuck, forget it.

My dad has kinda been being jerk lately. I want to punch him in the head. I hate how I can't talk to him about things because I know he judges everything. It's like he can't help it. He is just...well, an ass...at least sometimes. I want to talk to him about what is going on in my life and tell him things, but I just can't. Why?!

Sleepy time ( Read more... )

After I got home from work today...I got to thinking.
I have been thinking about my past and all the crap I have been through. AND today I broke down about it. This will happen from time to time because memories are permanently burned into my skull. It makes me want to vomit, nevertheless it is a part of me that I will just have to deal with.

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Work time...what a bummer!

I am soooo fucking pissed! My mom told me to come pick her up at 3:30 ( Read more... )

Everything today was amazing!!! YAY!
I am seriously having an awesome time.
Life is just great.

AND...tomorrow is payday! YESS!