Comments | shards8585: Fucked up.

shards8585

Fucked up.

Oct 23, 2006 21:31

45 by Shinedown describes my feelings perfectly today. Everything seems so damn messed up. I know that he didn't mean his problem to mess me up so much. But I feel pressured. I feel pressured by people to give them what they want, to date them, to be the perfect person and I CAN'T DO IT! I'm cracking big time. No one understands me. And I'm not ( Read more... )

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xreddragonx October 24 2006, 03:33:55 UTC

I get it, and I'm not asking you to give me your heart, I just wanted you to understand why I've been acting the way I have been the last few times we've talked. And your right I never meant for my problem to mess you up this much. Please understand I am deeply sorry for any additional stress I may have caused you today hun, I didn't mean for it. My only hope was to help you better understand my thought process.

shards8585 October 24 2006, 04:00:56 UTC

I do understand. And you know I love you, there is just so much holding us back. its strange cuz I was feeling it the last few times we've talked. Feeling particularly in love with you. Why do you think I made you read those Hinder lyrics?

xreddragonx October 24 2006, 04:03:46 UTC

it all comes together with a click and smack of the forehead....yeah...I'm special like that

vraedwulf October 24 2006, 04:04:48 UTC

i love you sweetie, i'm here for you. And i've had it happen to me enough to know never to push someone away for convenience sake. I have time to listen if you care to talk. if you don't know my number, respond to this and i'll IM it to you.

Hang in there

-Vikki

shards8585 October 24 2006, 04:09:13 UTC

thanks. I'm betterish now. I think I just need some sleep. I don't have your number but I can't talk tonight. I have field placement in the morning...I have to be all professional like ya know...I hate that. Anyway. I miss you!

vraedwulf October 24 2006, 04:11:07 UTC

i'll IM you my number and you can use it whenever. Can't promise that i'll always have time, but i promise that you'll always come before anything that isnt' an emergency.

*hugs*

-Vikki

pixi83 October 24 2006, 16:50:46 UTC

"I've got baggage too"
anywho i know things are rough and i'm sorry. and i'd like to be positive and tell you that it will end soon. but i can't. i know how you feel in more ways than you will know. and i know there is more in you and about you than i will ever understand. but i will try to be here for you. i'm not always the best at it anymore. but i will try