Why can't anyone understand why this hurts me so?

[shards8585]

June will make it 11 months. Just because I made the decision doesn't make it easier to live with. I'm sick of people telling me that it was my choice and that I have no right to be upset about it. Mom says now that I made the right choice for me and she accepts that now, but it all still hurts....so much. It makes me want to give in and just curl

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[xreddragonx]

Wow....I don't think I've ever seen this side of you. Be strong and remember I'm just a phone call away if you need me. I know it's nothing compared to having someone right there but under the circumstances it's the best I can do.

[pixi83]

this may sound stupid. but 11 months of what? i'm sorry today wasn't a good day and i hope you feel better