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[shards8585]

Today is my birthday. I finally took some time off work and life a little today. I'm here in Oklahoma and things are going okay. I hate my job very thoroughly. I in fact dispise it. But I am looking for one with higher pay and better benefits so I don't think my current displeasure will last. I think its too hard to sum up everything that has

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[xreddragonx]

I have another problem that has been weighing me down lately. My best friend went to basic training and has not contacted me at all since. I know he has gotten time on the computer because I watched the modifications pop up on his facebook account, but he never responded to the e-mail I sent him on face book or the couple of messages I left on his voicemail. At one point he updated his status to say that he was gonna have some time off and to expect phone calls but I never got one. And I've sent him my changed phone number numerous times. Its not overly surprising considering I felt like I was always the one that made the effort to keep in touch. But it still hurts. Before James we talked all the time. We'd talk almost every night. After the incident with James, he flet like he was to blame and he just kinda stepped out of the picture. John is not in the least threatened by him though. In fact he and John get along quite well particularly cuz of the military thing now. But he still has not made any effort. And I am still very hurt by