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[shards_of_april]

It would bring us so much relief if we could start the change. Let's all just play. Hold out hands let's all shake. No more smiles to be fake. I want to start out right. Why don't we just smile a little more, cry a little less?

I don't know, maybe it's the weather.  Maybe it's that I've been sick and stationary for the past week.  I'm just

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[thetreble]

wow..do I get to be the first comment-leaver in your entries for once? (looking forward to 30 something comments after this haha)

Everyone comes to a point where they question what they want to do and where they want their life to go. In fact, most of the people I know right now are at that very spot. I am too. School is finishing up so fast and 3 years has already passed me by. All I can say is, to sit down and think about your goals, re-establish them, and then start working again to complete them. The thing that is hard for us is that at the end of 8 months of school, all you want to do is get away from it. And since school leads to career, you start to question what it is you really want. But you will be fine, I assure you. I always seem to pass through my most pensive, discoloured times.

[shards_of_april]

Thanks a lot Mandy. And the comments are by like 4 different people. I'm not thattt popular. I think thats what it is. Just reality setting in. I only have one more year of school, then reality. That's probably what it is.

[imeuic]

It's better that you're realizing it now. I finished school and am desperately trying to go back. I hate what I do. I only did it cause you're supposed to go to school. No one bothered to tell me that I can to do what I want. There's no point in spending your life miserable (not saying you are) just because you thought it was the right thing to do at the time. You're still young.

[shards_of_april]

Yeah, I don't want to do something that doesn't give me joy. You're still young too, please, you're only like 2 or 3 years older than me.

[spookyjess]

Matt, you're so amazing. Just try your best to follow God's will. Always ask yourself in every decision you make "what would Jesus do" and DO IT. haha. yeah, it's easier said than done, but look-God gave you a certain gift. Try right now to find it. You say you want to help people but you don't know WHO and like zoolander said "I dont know...people who need help" (and that's EVERYONE). haha. sounds lame, but it's true. Just help whoever you can. But keep in mind that your wants are different from God's wants. Make sure what you're doing is what God wants you to do and I have faith that you'll do that. Your heart is amazing so just keep trying and trying. And praying and praying. And I will be praying for you along the way.

[shards_of_april]

Thanks. That's all I can say.

[conduire]

matt, you have a heart of gold. follow it.

[conduire]

ps my friend bought a house in belmar, expect visits.

[shards_of_april]

That's awesome! I'm going to be in Belmar so much this summer. We have to hang out. Seriously. It'll be so much fun, making fun of all the Guido guys and gals. You better come down a lot.

[conduire]

armani exchange fo life

[revenge_of_jc]

its john (starsinflames)
add my new lj !!