I'm not always the best person, to myself or others, I'll give everyone that. But ya know, there's something I need to do that I've been thinking about more and more lately and for awhile. Just don't know how to do it ( Read more... )

I had the intent of staying up and writing the whole of Daughter of The Devil because I'm incredibly inspired tonight, even though slow, but what I have is turning out nice, but alas, I upset myself per usual. Ionno, we'll see how things turn out ( Read more... )

Sometimes I find it odd that when I wish someone to call, I hold the phone in my hands, often to my lips. When it comes time to sleep, I set it next to my pillow, because I often wake up to even a text message. It never works, but if they do... I'd be there.

Never works though.

Today Jenn left... and then Andrea left... and I don't know what to do. Today is one of the worst days of my life so far, I know that for sure. That may sound "oh, if that's the worst, no problem then." But a person I considered my best friend and one time love of my life told me I was better off without her in my life today. I spent last new ( Read more... )

So I just got home from spending like seven hours with Jenn. I closed work with Heather (which sucked) and got dressed. Knowing we were going clubbing from opening-the-store texts, I donned my best club look - Panic! at the Disco hair. And Threadless "Flowers in the Attic." (Which got me a comment from a passerby, woo.) So anyway I picked her ( Read more... )

So today has been a long day. I woke up at four to go pick up Jenn's happy ass at her father's with the intent of going to the beach. But the low tire pressure came on and we decided just to go back and watch the movie, that, and we had time constraints. What movie, you ask? Dogville, the proof that I am a freaking awesome friend because she ( Read more... )

Note to self: you get upset over things too easily. It is now time to write Daughter of the Devil.

Edit (3:20 AM): You expect too much. You get upset because you expect too much. Go to bed. Stop wasting your time.

Ok, so I'm giving musicals and stuff a chance 'cause I got way too much exposure to them when with Jenn, right? I got Reefer Madness and the second song is about how awesome Shakespeare is. It's hard to watch this movie without punching it in the face. I feel like writing the other Haikuman and making more fun of him.

Work really wasn't as busy as anyone thought it'd be. Still, it was really steady and I was there open to close. So that kinda sucked. But the day was made infinately better WHEN I GOT THE WAITRESS'S NUMBER! Oh yes, my friends, I don't even know her name for certain, but she came into the mall, saw me and hugged me. Being the confident little ( Read more... )

Brad and I had a really amazing talk for a really long time tonight. We swung and I showed him the glen and we took laps around the mall and it was amazing. He also came into work and gave me a five dollar tip (I gave him like five dollars off) and I love that kid ( Read more... )