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you're hot then you're cold.....
how do you know when to trust your instincts or when to ignore them when they might be based in fear and doubt? -
meh
right now and for the past week i have felt rather *meh ( Read more... ) -
babies
so ct's best friend just had a baby daughter. so we went to go see the bundle of joy. the proud papa e when he held her - (he's like 6'4) looked liked he was entranced by what he held, the radiant mama was all glowy with happiness and delight. and baby k??? all cheeks, sweet mouth and sleep. and when i held her *sigh* i felt like my heart would ( Read more... ) -
can we ever:
stop wanting things? i feel like whenever i reach a goal i have set for myself, there is something else, someone else, somewhere else just out of reach. are we all destined to always reach towards the distant horizon for the next person, place, feeling, THING? -
a goal one day at a time
my first goal to to read every book on this list::
http://www.randomhouse.com/modernlibrary/100bestnovels.html.
more to come......... -
how do i say.......
i feel that the universe is telling me to grow up, to make that tough decision, to say well i want to do this, but i know this is what i need right now ( Read more... ) -
Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not think about you Can't you just let me be
some songs you can't get out of your head. well "almost lover" by A Fine Frenzy. Just pretty good at expressing how i feel right now.
just got back from MS's room. i have the honor of being his first friend at stony brook. anywayz he and his suite mates are hilarious - just the diversion i was looking for.
interesting note: towards the end of the ( Read more... ) -
once again
so here i am once again.
trying to write regularly again. i need to get everything out in order to move on. in order to graduate - just not from college but from an old life i let cling to me for way too long. i am a person afraid of change - who hates things to stay the same for too long. i am a person who hates when others don't like her - when im ( Read more... )