being high and listening to rod stewart.

life has been great. i've been going to my classes riding my bike with josh smoking medical marijuana having fun and sometimes making money at work. and throughtout all of this there have been many great parties and get togethers. i am definately crushing on a boi but clark kent says he may be bad news bears that's getting better. i dont know if i ( Read more... )

my mom almost died on monday. i hate that she always over reacts and i'm such a shit ass because i can't tell when she's being serious or not. guess a tumor that you can't operate on is fairly serious. fuck fuck fuck. i'm such a fucking shitty kid.

i fucking hate you '09. what a shit ass. it's been one thing after another i'm over it.

i lost my cell phone on my way to work so if yr ever walking down red river and you find a jacked up blackberry you should maybe gives it to me? other than that classes start in a week so this is my last week of wake and baking and essentially doing nothing ( Read more... )

lately all i've been doing is reading old national geographics where they refer to scuba divers as aquanauts and have articles called "our majestic roof of air." i've also been hanging out with jake a whole bunch which is pretty awesome bc i like all of his friends and every day we wake up at the same time smoke a cigarette then take kixx for a ( Read more... )

i'm always surprised by how many people make guest cameos in my life and how frequently i get saddened when some people choose against a recurring role. alternatively i love the major characters who have stuck through the series. because lets face it my life is a dramatic sitcom ( Read more... )

i don't have anything to say to anybody ever.

EDIT:  if you rely on what others think of you for yr own happiness then i guess you really do have a problem.

all i have done today is played a lot of lisa loeb and destiny's child watched outbreak jurassic park and now lord of the rings.

spending time in solitude is critical to my  mental health. lately i have been spending an increasing amount of time alone which is a little unnerving as the daemons of my mind work their way out but the sooner they are confronted the sooner i can grow. lately i have no desire to get wastey face which keeps me away from a lot of my former ( Read more... )