I think this is what they call withdrawal ( Read more... )

" Drink up baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught

"Drink up one more time, and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
Separate from the rest, where I like you the best
Keep the things you forgot"

--Elliott Smith

Carefree. Calm. Excited. Enrgetic. All at the same time. I haven't felt this way in a long time. My thoughts are so peacefully quiet. I think it has something to the long weekend. I think it has something to do with the talk Justin and I had last night. It's liberating not to be thinking about things all the time. Maybe it's you, Justin let me be ( Read more... )

So I was all happy for thanksgiving cuz I thought that Robert was going to be coming, but it turns out that he did have plans already afterall. So now I'm pretty much depressed. It's okay though, I guess. I don't know how I feel about Robert anymore. Dangit, Justin, I wish I could be more like you and just be bold and go for things, but no. I'm ( Read more... )

FUCK! ASS!

how come I don't feel anything right now?

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Ok, I usually don't condone these, but please do it cuz I'd like to know ( Read more... )

So today was pretty good, too. I slept through all my classes, which was great. Then I woke up, did some reading, and went to my voice lesson. My voice is getting higher (YAY!) and stronger (yay) and it's slowly getting easier to be really good. I got a new song today: "I Get a Kick Out of You", which is a Cole Porter song, so I'm pretty excited ( Read more... )

so dude - I went to this hip hop dance class last night and it was so much fun. I want to be a dancer, now. We learned a routine, which I'm pretty psyched about. Not that I'll ever get to take advantage of it ( Read more... )

So ya - I'm pretty much the worst friend on the face of the planet.