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So vague, yet so clear
I hold this unexpainable pain in my chest. This pain is a result of some well placed hatred for someone that I am projecting. Even though this person deserves it plus all the pain and torture of a thousand meaningless deaths, it hurts me inside. I have to stop focusing all of my energy on hating, because the only person this bullshit is ( Read more... ) -
Reflection, the anti-drug...
I don't know whether to laugh or to weep. I feel like I've been thrust into a swirling black hole of drama of Shakespearean proportions. But I can't help wondering if all of this comes down to one simple solution... A solution that it seems the universe and all its swirling splendour and energy seems to pointing to with a big neon flashing sign ( Read more... ) -
Mmmmm....
Tomorrow needs to be here NOW!!
His eyes of the coldest blue,
Yet they burn like the fanned embers of a dying fire.
I feel all sappy and gross but... I like it. More than anything I love it. And I ache in its absence. And I clutch it in its presence.
meGaN
My warrior poet...
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To the loves of my life...
This one is to the loves of my life. I think you know who you are without saying but just in case Tristan and Dave. Good luck my darlings. Everything is going to be okay.
meGaN
P.S. I was with Tristan yesterday for his band concert... I find it hilarious that he plays the TROMBONE. Oh yeah, feel the sexy ;). -
The calm in the storm... there always is one
Ok. Let me take a deep breath. Ok. I have reached the calm in the storm. What storm you ask? The raging hurricane of hormones, emotions, lust, chaos, confusion, and drama that I have been facing for the past month. *takes another deep breath* But through all this painstaking drama and after expending all of my energy, the eye of the hurricane ( Read more... ) -
I just realized something...
Kat was right. These are the times in life when everything seems right with the world. Tristan and Dave... Whenever those two are together it seems like the perfect match. The stupid shit they do just makes everything seem better, even though just being with Tristan gives me the same feeling (and another warm tingly one that I won't discuss... ( Read more... ) -
OKAY!!!
Its all OKAY!! Isn't a wonderful life, just like a roller coaster. Ups, downs, and all arounds. Right now is definitely an up, considering I feel like my chest is going to blow open with guts and happiness. Gotta go... Tristan just made me grilled cheese...mmmmmmm...
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I almost forgot. There's going to be a CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN at the Snowball this year!! So excited... Makes me think funny thoughts...
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I'm baAack...
It's been...months!!! But now I have something to talk about. I'm happy... That's right HAPPY ( Read more... ) -
Get down with the sickness.... no really....
I just got over the mono. Ewwww... A week of some kind of lethargice twilight zone. I felt like I was in a space suit. I couldn't move my head from side to side, I felt like I gained 20 pounds because my organs were swollen, literally, (pancreas, spleen, and liver), and I couldn't hear anything unless someone was screaming at me. But luckily ( Read more... )