My Conversation(s) with mom:
Mom: All I wanted was a sincere apology, and did I get one? NO. I didn't drive around for two hours just for you to call me rude or to be your chauffeur. I might as well get paid ( Read more... )

my keyboard is wet with tears ( Read more... )

ah, how i've learned to love Wikipedia these past couple of days ( Read more... )

i don't know if anyone will ever understand how much i hurt people. sometimes i wish i understood it much less than i do already. but what the hell. can't run from the fucking truth, now can we? i'm fucking killing people because of my goddamn motherfucking selfishness and what am i doing about it? saving myself??? god if i were someone else and i ( Read more... )

i was bad today ( Read more... )

i know i really shouldn't complain... but
six fucking prescriptions!?
had a tetanus booster yesterday at the doctors office. yeah, i know-- i don't care either. maybe i should stop posting things in here. i don't know. or maybe... should i make all my entries private? who am i talking to anyway i've gone crazy

the dogs are barking ( Read more... )

Picture yourself in a boat on a river ( Read more... )

not that it's really a 'game', though ( Read more... )

NOOOOOOOO!! i feel stupid and i just closed the window and now everything's been erased that i'd typed (and that was a lot of stuff by gosh) and now i'm going to exploooooooooode!!!! *pop ( Read more... )